If I started again I could reconstruct and I think I could make the pieces fit.
I could stand from afar and nothing would be missing.
instead of staring at you all as if Im watching a movie, waiting for my character to make their triumphant ending, but Im still waiting, yes Im still waiting. 
so I will wear the scars of a life of wishing until the screaming makes my ears bleed.
"live for yourself not for your fear."
If we could only act as we know is right. 
I know is through no fault of my own, but I still feel mad at myself for letting that moment pass.
now I will carry this on my back and learn to grow from this at the same time.

1. A Days Refrain - Are You Listening Or Just Waiting For Your Turn To Speak
2. A Days Refrain - D1
3. A Days Refrain - District Eleven
4. A Days Refrain - Don't Fake The Funk
5. A Days Refrain - Forces Of Habit
6. A Days Refrain - In Retrospect
7. A Days Refrain - Longest Five Miles
8. A Days Refrain - May 18Th
9. A Days Refrain - No Trade Backs
10. A Days Refrain - Photo Album
11. A Days Refrain - Rebecca
12. A Days Refrain - Stand By
13. A Days Refrain - Statistic
14. A Days Refrain - We Grow Numb
15. A Days Refrain - When You're Done Screaming